Thanks PD for your good words.
My two children are millions of years apart.
I am exagerating. One will be 30 this year and the other one 15. They also have a different father.
I am starting to accept this phase of my life, I just hope to be able to go forward and take the right decisions medically concerning my health problems. I always try to do it the natural way, but it seems that sometime we have to comply for the surgery kind of way.
That is what frustrates me.