> This David Freelance person has me seeing
> RED!I dont think I can even go there and
> read anymore of that disgusting
> "prophacy fullfilling" Garbage
> that they are talking about.There are no
> words to describe how sick I am about the
> conversations that are going on over there.

> I dont think it all really hit me about what
> happened till lastnight.I was on the phone
> with Jules till about 1:00am and after we
> hung up I stayed up a little longer and
> watched the news.(perhaps I was over tired)
> But I just started crying. I couldnt stop.
> My heart goes out to all those poor innocent
> people and there famlies. And I couldnt stop
> thinking about all the children who have
> lost there parents,and all the children who
> were killed.

> I saw this man covered in the sout running
> down the street with his little baby in a
> front pack on his chest. She looked about 7
> months old,she was wearing a little pink
> outfit and he had her little hat covering
> her little face they were both covered in
> the dust.And he was running down the street
> and he said he was looking for his wife.

> I just started crying and I couldnt stop.

> Than this morning I go to the crossfire
> board and hear these insane sick fuckers (
> excuse my language) saying the "Whore
> has gotten what they deserved"and
> " all the prophacyies have been
> fullfilled" and I am horified beyond
> words. These people are not human! and are
> just as bad as these monsters who have done
> this to my country.They have no reguard for
> human life.

> And Barney just so happened to be in
> Washinton DC "reporting" all he is
> seeing there.Why wasnt he down there in the
> streets helping these people and donating
> some blood insted of sitting in his hotel
> room writing on the computer,and than going
> around to see if he could get a better view
> of the situation so he could
> "report" back to his followers.(
> WHO'S BARNEY'S FOLLOWERS?)

FROM BARNEY:I just got home and somebody sent me an email about this post on madthoughts.I don't have anything against Holon but i do avoid going to her web site, so most of the time I don't know what's going on there and normaly when I find out is something bad or negative about me or NDN or Shebuah or something like she wrote on her last paragraf of her post.I feel it amazing that how much people expect me to be, to do or to say.People are on a great state of emotional distress and you can see this at the crossfire on a more strong way.Me going to DC doesen't have anything to do with helping people but myself, and seeing the scene first hand was quite more sobering than watching the same thing on TV and I do reserve the right to make that decision to go and stay anywhere according to the law of motion.I did not broke any law going to DC. Is this kind of assumption that I don't want to be part of.

Barney

It is my hope that Holon recuperates herself from the emotional stress that not only her but this whole nation is going through.PEACE.