No I meant "lie" as in lie down, (not: continue to "lie" as in deceive) In other words remain dead and not try to ressurect him by giving him any room in my mind. The miracle of life is too wonderful and beautiful to think of his deception any more. We're free to breathe deeply and enjoy the essence of life to the full. I just don't want to think of him any more. If I was bitter at him, he'd still control me. I'm not and he's dead... to me, and that's what counts. You're full of life Carmel. You're an energy giver and I appreciate you and thank God for you!






