I don't quite understand, Matt. There are probably many here who know you and understand your comments and references, but I'm not familiar with your story. What is your relationship to Shulamite?

> It was Jan 1980 when that terrible incident
> happened that changed the course of my life.

> Number 1. I want to say that Shulamite was
> the most careing loving mom and wife. In all
> my life I never found anyone so precious.
> It's so hard to believe that David and Maria
> would without knowing us pass judjment on a
> situation that they new little or nothing
> about.

> WE were in the Fam in Central america and
> The Dominician Republic for years yet I
> didn't receive a single letter from anyone I
> knew. I guess we were like poisen ivy.
> Shunned

> I wonder what the stats were at my childrens
> expense. I'm sure blah de bla % more giving
> because of fear.
> My whole life and everything I believed in
> was turned up side douwn and I was on my way
> down. An outcast from what I served and
> loved as the truth.

> In 1989 rejoined ( my life was pretty messed
> up and i was trying to do something right)
> and was expected to write something about
> how David was right and Shula was wrong and
> me to. I blindly thought I had to prove I
> was now the good brother so I agreed with
> the letter. Sorry

> I was in for a year or more in 89-90.
> While on my own once again I felt like a
> failure who had missed the highest calling.

> A few years ago I thought the fam was the
> true truth.

> Thank God I'm finally seeing the truth and
> starting over.