It was Jan 1980 when that terrible incident happened that changed the course of my life.

Number 1. I want to say that Shulamite was the most careing loving mom and wife. In all my life I never found anyone so precious. It's so hard to believe that David and Maria would without knowing us pass judjment on a situation that they new little or nothing about.

WE were in the Fam in Central america and The Dominician Republic for years yet I didn't receive a single letter from anyone I knew. I guess we were like poisen ivy. Shunned

I wonder what the stats were at my childrens expense. I'm sure blah de bla % more giving because of fear.
My whole life and everything I believed in was turned up side douwn and I was on my way down. An outcast from what I served and loved as the truth.

In 1989 rejoined ( my life was pretty messed up and i was trying to do something right) and was expected to write something about how David was right and Shula was wrong and me to. I blindly thought I had to prove I was now the good brother so I agreed with the letter. Sorry

I was in for a year or more in 89-90.
While on my own once again I felt like a failure who had missed the highest calling.

A few years ago I thought the fam was the true truth.

Thank God I'm finally seeing the truth and starting over.