It's really sad, that your wife, Shebah Bear, Hanna (Letter on Faith and Healing), and Peter Puppet all were singled out to be guinea-pigs, to make David Berg feel like a Prophet.
In later years he had us believing that even when you guys were falsely accused of things, that it was God's will, and that it would bare goodfruit in the end.
Everybody in The Family was supposed to eat humble-pie, make big confessions and apologize for everything.--What for? To help David Berg and Karen Zerby save face.
To this day, they really have apologized to nobody, and never will until Judgment Day! I just get this hunch, that God himself will have David Berg and Karen Zerby eyeball-to-eyeball with each one of you people, including Merry, and force confessions and apologies out of them.
Nobody will convince me that, even if they are in Heaven, that things will just be forgotten. Since they would not make any real confessions in this life, and never really apologized to any of you, I pray that God will force them to do it.
In this life it was voluntary. Since they refused to do it voluntarily, they deserve forced confessions and apologies.