Interesting. I've never even given a thought to medication for anxiety or depression, though I've suffered from both, and both inside and outside of the cult. I believe I had a nervous breakdown on 2 occasions in the group, and probably 2 since leaving. I have some St. John's Wort tincture, I may start taking it. But these past few days have been really very intense for me and I find I've had difficulty bearing up under the pressure at different points of the day.