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Re: advice for double-minded F. members

Posted By: Ironsides <Send E-Mail>
Date: Monday, 26 January 2004, at 2:43 p.m.

In Response To: advice for double-minded F. members (Freeatlast!)

For a long time I believed in he sincerity of the Family as being what 'God had said of us'!

What changed that perception of the Family, was Maria's refusal to address the issues I emailed her, and posted on Crossfire!

It truly hurts to get to the point of having to doubt, and seriously consider what we have been taught, rather than be able to continue in unquestioning loyalty and obedience, and 'taking it by faith'!--so-called!

It's important to face yourself in the mirror if you know in your own heart and mind, that your doubts are not the 'voice of the Devil', nor the seeds or roots of bitteness.

The Family's Leadership seem to have embraced guilt-complex as a top weapon against people, to keep their slavery intact.

Until I got to know and adjust outside the Family, and test everything and everybody, I still believed that we were elite, above the rest of the world population.

This prolem Leadership has, is a psychiatric problem. 9 years after Mo's death, and the defection of Davidito, the role model of everything we went through for, Leadership still clutches onto the lie, that the Family is doing more for Jesus than the rest of the world, especially the 'backsliders'--so-called!

It's sad to see another 2 years people have wasted, after Maria demanded everybody forsake all again--same endless cycle!

Although some people inside the Family have real love and dedication to the Lord and others, they are fewer in number as time goes on.

You can only feel better, by leaving and getting the help necessary to readjust, and get on with the rest of your life.

There are alot of cruel people outside the Family, but a higher ration inside the Family, and the ones who have good hearts are forced to live a life of callousness toward co-workers.

When Maria ignored me, and blasted the SGA's who confronted her via email later on, it helped me see the ugly side I never expected to see of her cruelty, to those who raise the money for herself and all WS units, as well as missionaries in various fields.

If you believe in real love, and want to follow the God-given instincts Leadership has destroyed in your life, quit the Family! Stop letting evil people ruin your life.

Hearing from Davidito on NDN gave me so much more conviction to abandon any feeling of loyalty I ever did have, toward the Family, and its Leadership.

A very few Leaders might be sincere people, and hanging in there to protect others. But the best thing they could do is just abandon ship. That's how I feel about it.

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Re: advice for double-minded F. members

Posted By: Joseph <Send E-Mail>
Date: Tuesday, 27 January 2004, at 9:34 a.m.

In Response To: Re: advice for double-minded F. members (Ironsides)

Ironsides,

I'd like to put this postin our "Resource" section so it will be there in the future for people to read.

You are one of the small handfull of people I've witnessed go through a transformation regarding The Family.

What strikes me is the level of courage it takes for a person to "abandon ship" on a belief system that they have held all of their adult lives.

NewDayNews Crossfire

Re: advice for double-minded F. members

Posted By: Ironsides <Send E-Mail>
Date: Tuesday, 27 January 2004, at 11:30 a.m.

In Response To: Re: advice for double-minded F. members (Joseph)

Aside from the WS workers whose job it was to deal entirely with Bible Prophecy Letters, and Mo's prophecies, I'm one of a very few who had all the prophecy stuff virtually memorized.

It was memorized backwards, forwards, inside out and stirred all around.

When Davidito had the guts it took to take the walk, that should have been the final key to everybody left inside, that something was critically wrong.

We all kow-towed to Dad's emotional advice that how could the prophet bear bad fruit, when the Family was such good fruit? So, how could the words of David be bad counsel?

Anyone docile enough to still believe that we've all been deceived by the Devil, and "evil spirits", because we strayed in our hearts, including the original fruit himself, Davidito, has to be a sick piece of work.

I'm curious to know if Techi has ever left? I rarely log on here anymore, so I wonder if in her heart she does see the facts, but is being conditioned to "not forsake her crown", like Davidito did--ha!

When I got dumped on my own in Montreal, here at the Montreal Chest on Christmas Eve 1994, I didn't have anybody to communicate with. I needed somebody to push my wheelchair around, help to get my boots on and off, help up and downstairs, and couldn't get my own food together.

While the Family boaste like they were heros during the '98 Ice-storm, nobody of all the people I knew by then from all over Montreal area saw the Family anywhere.--Yet they published all their heroic bullshit about how the Lord used them here.

My advice to everybody who ignored everything I said two years ago, when I organized for a simultaneous exit worldwide, and arranged contacts to help process everbody coming into the airports, is that it's partly their own fault for still sitting there on CM or FM status, and sending Tithes.

In one month, the entire operation would fold up and shutdown, just because Maria's and every other WS unit would have nothing to live on and pay their bills.

Anybody I used to work with, aside from my citics, who really thinks I was just another Family member who went astray can comfort themselves in their misery. I'm glad I got a life, and a wife!

What bothers me the most, is that there are alot of nationals of other countries who don't have US, Canadian, British or Australian citizenship.

That was why I hoped there would have been enough unity and enthusiasm for the global exit. People who were not nationals could have been received as refugees.

Anyway, people have wasted another two years of their lives, and they still think that if they stay close to Jesus that they don't have to worry about being kicked out of the Family--ha!

Inside the Family, I remember wondering if some people really weren't backslidden, but just being shit on by Leadership wanna-be's! More and more through the years, I saw people I considered absolutely loyal to Jesus, and to Dad, but they were still demonized--and kicked-out!

So, it's obvious that when Davidito took a hike, insiders were brainwashed of the same ol' crap, that Davidito had strayed away, but he would come back to the father's house when he learned his lessons.

In spite of all the Family's glowing statistics, alot of the world to this day doesn't even know who the hell you're talking about, when you talk about the Family.--Yet they think the whole universe is watching them 24/7 because their witnessing activities are the most important event in th spirit world, both in Heaven and in Hell.

They are so obscessed with the feeling of superiority, that they can't understand that other people are having more influence on world events than they are.

What used to bore me the most, is how they never had faith to do most of the things I pleaded with them to do. All they can do is fill up everybody in the Homes with busy schedules, so they won't see how sucked-in everybody has been.