> Yes Lydia my ex did not want to stay in the
> family I kidnapped my 4 children and went
> back ot the family. My new mate abused all
> my children but sexually molested my oldest
> daughter.
I have been out of the COG for 25 years you would think I would be over the guilt by now. I have had some therapy but the pain is intense and I have no idea what to do. My life is also in a mess right now. I feel like such a whiner after all this time. I just don't understand.


