I am so sorry you have to go through all of this. Believe me, I KNOW! And you know I know. I don't know why things have to be so difficult sometimes, but I do know that as bad as it sometimes gets, there is always someone who has worse problems than we do. I don't know where they are, tho, haha. Anyhow, you know I love you and will be praying for you. Big cyber hug to you, girlfriend.